Needed the rest..

I hope all is well with each and every one of you!! I enjoyed reading the messages that I periodically received.  So I am so scared but I think that I am going to my OB and have him refer me to a RE.  I am scared mostly becuase of financial reasons.  I figure I'll go for at least a consultation and look at my options.  I have mostly been focused on work and resting.  It has been very overwhelming this year with the students that I have.  I still cant take my mind off of wanting my own babies and as I turn 31 next month I get frustrated that it hasnt happened yet. Yet, it has been so cool not worrying about it.  I use to obsess over it constantly and I am sooo glad not to be thinking of it so much!  I think of wanting to become a month BUT I am not constantly checking my cervix and obsessing over every symptom.  I am so happy about all the BFP's I see. hope all is well!