need to much dental work

i went to my new dentist that is in the same town as me. instead of traveling 30  some miles. i need 5,000 thousand dollars in dental work.  they said i should go to the va dentist but i can't i am only 60 percent service connected and you have to be 100 percent for dental work. i have been fighting for years for 100 percent. my appeal is now before a fedral judge. i will discuss with my conservtor what we are going to do i thank we will just let the dental work go and hope i get 100 percent disabled real soon. i went to target it is close to me and i found out what they say about target is not true. i got new pajamas as mind is tore my parents is coming on the first. the house keeper was hear today but i have some work to do tommorrow to get the place ready for them. we got new bedding on my bed so i will be sleeping in the guest room tonight. i need to get my hair cut and beard trim tommorrow as well as put fininishing touches on my house. it was comical my parents ask if they could stay with me what a strange and funny question to ask their son i would have it no other way. i am still grieving my cousin don't know any more on is death. i am angry with the drug dealer that took is life and at my cousin for being on drugs. if he hadn't been on drugs he would still be alive today. anger is part of the grieving prosess and my counslor says their is nothing wrong with those fellings they are quite common.