Need a break (again!)

I was doing really well last week at work.  Got a lot of office time and closed out 5 claims and got a lot done.  This week I have been out on the road a lot with huge fires.  Yesterday, I drove 154 miles to the middle of PA on a fire claim.  Stayed overnight in a hotel (computer not working too well) and went to another fire today.  So a lot of driving.  The good news is that I finally finished my book that I have been reading (forever.)  Read all 4 books in the Twighlight series.  Just finished the last one.  So, on to the next one.  Haven't slept too well the last couple of nights though.  Maybe it is all of the stress?   David is just a real bugger.  Still with the mouthiness, talking back, lying.  Still getting up in the middle of the night.  Sneaking in my room to get the portable dvd player while Paul and I are in the family room watching tv.  And he has to really snoop and search to find it.  He was off this week for Spring break.  Can't wait for him to go back to school.  I want to take him off the Adderall in the summer for a month or 2 and see what happens.  Supposed to help him focus.  Well he is taking the medicine and still not focusing!  And he is up all night.  I will have to discuss with his doctor.  And if he isn't getting enough sleep, no wonder he is angry all of the time and mouthy.  Just my feelings. Paul is on Paxil, now for about 5 or 6 days.  Still waiting for things to get better there.  He is also shutting down on me.  He is walking around the house, sad, angry, miserable.  The one positive in my life is my dog.  Apparently she kept coming in my office and sniffing my side of the bed looking for me the last two days.  Was nice to get away, but I really missed her.  Just saying my prayers for David and Paul to get a grip. Got another new fire today.  Going out tomorrow to Philadelphia to inspect 3 more.  So it has just been crazy!  Total eating bad and bingeing and not exercising again.  I need to get back to making myself a priority.  I so desperately need some new jeans and pants and absolutely refuse to ever buy another pair of pants in this size.  I did break down and bought a pair of exercise yoga pants that were 12/14.  My jeans are beginning to look worn and ratty, plus I where them into burned up buildings.  So I am just going to survive this week, not beat myself up and then get back on track this weekend.  The weather is supposed to get better.  Has been rainy and cold the last few days.  I need to make myself a schedule and to do list and keep with it.