need a break
so much has been going on all summer here .....I have just come to a place ware I can't do one more thing .......I can't have one more visitor ....I just need to be in my house in my relaxing until .......I feel better ...........i feel if I don't take this time to my self I could be in big trouble .....I amhaving-anxiety...steady right now .......it is getting hard to come in here to ........I don't know relay what to say ...on
only one person is really talking to me and I am not sure why .... maybe someone knows why ... I keep checking for messages that don't come ...maybe you think I don't care .....or don't need you .... but I do and I care a great deal .... maybe I am not talking enough to you ...I always was on the outside looking in ...my choice............but here I choice diferent....I want to be a part of this community .....maybe I just don't know how ... .....
only one person is really talking to me and I am not sure why .... maybe someone knows why ... I keep checking for messages that don't come ...maybe you think I don't care .....or don't need you .... but I do and I care a great deal .... maybe I am not talking enough to you ...I always was on the outside looking in ...my choice............but here I choice diferent....I want to be a part of this community .....maybe I just don't know how ... .....
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I am here. Not enough commenting. I know. Always reading.
I have been following the work you and husband have done.
All the while thinking you couldn\'t have much time for your pool
Or camper.
I am feeling a lot like you in regards to being by self. We had two grandchildren all summer and now a visitor that has been here six days. . Bad migraines.
Hang on my friend. Look at your new floor and walls. Let the chores go and rest up. I am thinking with all the work the two of you did you will be snug as a bug in a rug this winter.
Please don\'t go away from here. I and others would miss you terribly.
You are welcome to send me a message anytime and I will answer. If you want a pen pal with real mail we can exchange address.
i\'m sorry things are stressful and anxious for you right now. The only time i know what is going on in your life is when you pop in the hen house as i dont get e mails alerts for anyone.
i\'m sure the hens would like to see more of you in there, but i understand the pull of the depression group. All i can say is that the more i stayed out of the depression group, the better i felt.
Its nice to be a support to pple, but ultimately you need to think about yourself and your needs.
Take some time out if you need it, i know its hard but try not to worry too much about other pple.
take care : )
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Hi musk. Just came back from my holiday and read this. You are very much loved on this site. Hope you\'re feeling better. I sure would miss you.
thank you all so much ...I relay needed this ...to here your voices ...to know you care ....take care god bless