I told her because I couldn\'t look her in the eye without crying. I suppose technically speaking it would have been easier to not tell her and that way the OW could still be in our lives. But it is what it is at this point. I am not ready to make any rash decisions about ending my marriage but I am so mentally checked out from it...
It messes with your head so bad it\'s unreal. The head game is the worst, trying to figure out what\'s real and what\'s not...trying to figure out if your making the right decision or not. Ugh. It sucks.
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Are you trying NC again?
nope :(
It\'s very hard to do. I hope you figure out what\'s best for you. Why did you tell your wife?
I told her because I couldn\'t look her in the eye without crying. I suppose technically speaking it would have been easier to not tell her and that way the OW could still be in our lives. But it is what it is at this point. I am not ready to make any rash decisions about ending my marriage but I am so mentally checked out from it...
It messes with your head so bad it\'s unreal. The head game is the worst, trying to figure out what\'s real and what\'s not...trying to figure out if your making the right decision or not. Ugh. It sucks.