NATURE PROGRESSING

 
HI JOURNAL,
 
ROSE HIS MORNING BEFORE FIVE,  SO WHATS NEW.
MEDS TAKING LONGER TO KICK IN.
NATURE IS PROGRESSING. FEELING  SLOW AND SLUGGISH.
I WILL RALLY, I  ALWAYS DO.
 
THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO MOAN AND  LAMENT.
IT'S TIME TO GO HARDER,
TO APPLY MORE EFFORT,
 TIME TO LIFT MYSELF.
 
I'M  ' UPPING THE ANTI',
GIVING MYSELF A POSITIVE ONGOING SELF TALK.
 MEETING THIS IMPOSTOR, 
THAT IS PARKINSON'S CONDITION,  HEAD ON,
 GIVING IT ALL I HAVE.
 
PARKINSON'S GOT ME ? 
NO , I'VE GOT,  IT,  I'M IN CONTROL.
REMINDING MYSELF,
THAT I THINK, FEEL AND BELIEVE, 
THAT I CAN AND, I WANT TO, THEREFORE  I WILL.
 I AM BRINGING IT ALL TOGETHER,
PSYCHING  MYSELF UP FOR THE  DAY.
 
I WILL BE TESTING MYSELF TODAY, 
AT  MY TABLE TENNIS CLUB,
AGAINST THOSE NORMAL FOLK.
THIS WILL GIVE ME AN UNDERSTANDING OF,
JUST  WERE I AM AT.
THERE WILL BE NO QUATER ASKED AND,
MOST CERTAINLY NONE GIVEN,
DESPITE THE FRIENDLY SMILES AND POLITE MANNERS.
I WOULDN'T  WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY.
 
RIGHT, I'M STEADY, READY, FOCUSSED AND ALERT, 
PSYCHED AND PREPARED FOR THE DAY.  
I INTEND HAVING A GREAT DAY TODAY ,
 IT'S MY CHOICE ,THEREFORE I CHOOSE TO DO SO.
 GOINGTOAGOGONOWNOW.
 
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