Nasty Snow

Well, we finally got the snow that we were supposed to get over the weekend.  I hate snow.  I really don't see the fun of it anymore.  Sucks to drive in, shovel and the mess it makes when it melts.  I guess if I was with Spank and the kids I would see it differently.  We would be out having snowball fights, building snowmen, etc.  Being able to play out in the snow and then stand there and kiss Spanky while the flakes fall on us would be amazing.  Dreaming again.  It's just because I want it so badly.  I don't want to grow older and not be able to experience the fun times with the kids before they get too old.  I feel totally cheated.  Ok, gettin misty eyed now.  First time I have cried in days.  I'm supposed to be numb and getting over this.  Damn you snow!!  Go away and let me be blank in my thoughts!!!