Mysterious chatter

so was 17 yr old X in disguise?sadly didnt take his monikermaybe he will return?Poor X is doing it hard so hard...wish he'd let me back in....I'm over him but I still love and care for him its the way it isWhen I die I may not go to HeavenDont know if they let cowboys in i am awakening so early..Old Dogs and Children and watermelon winehave a lovely day methanks meme