Myself and John

Okay so, not thinking of him so romantically may help, to some extent but I still can't really talk to him. On Sunday though I did try to catch his eye, but it wasn't easy I could only hold it for a second. I just found his eyes very powerful to stare into, like I was staring into the sun or something.Anyhow I want to keep on trying to do this, trying to catch his eye and smiling. It truly is better than doing nothing.