myself

i know this is a stupid thing to do because no one likes me and no one cares but i think its a good idea to put my issues on here to clear my head and speak my mind to take the stress off so here goes... im a depressed anxious fifteen year old lesbian who hates herself greatly, i have no friends, everyone hates me and having a tough time at school because of exams. my head is filled with negativity, ive self harmed a lot of times and had suicidal thoughts because i think nothing will ever be right for me. ive been bullied at school and my anxiety levels are through the roof. sometimes i cant take it other days i can. but now exams are lurking and my sexuality is becoming a greater issue im just an emotional wreck. my family is always here, although my mums and alcoholic, but still supportve. ugh, i have no idea what to do anymore...