my ex

I just saw my ex bf n we talked but each time I see him n we hug I can't tell him how I feel about him still he has a gf n he is going to marry her but I love him still he is like a big brother to me but I wish I was his girl again but he does not feel the same he can't see when we talk or when I get a hug from him he can't tell that I miss being his girl. n that makes m sad when I can't be with him anymore n he does not see it in my eyes n it hurts me to see him with her  because I miss him I miss being his girl  I miss being with him..............
I still love my ex Jeremy and idk if he can see when we talk or when we hug  that it hurts me not to be with him.