my worst fears

Ian got worst yesterday. His cough kept getting worse and worse.I called the pedi after hours. I was impatient and went to Target determined to find something to help him. Well while there the pedi called me back. She told me to go to the ER. Long story short Ian got admitted. He also has RSV. He is here until at least tomorrow. I feel horrible and useless. I'm going on no sleep the last 29 hours and it doesn't look like I will be getting any soon. Ian is so out of sorts and not himself.its heartbreaking.
And he just had a blow out while I wrote this. Wire tubes and poop don't mix! Ill update more later. We could use all your prayers.