My World Rocked
OK, so I found out that my husband had an emotional affair with a friend of ours. For me I think I would have rather found out that he was having sex with some one else. 99.9% of our fighting usually stems from him not talking to me about anything. He usually says that its just not his style. He isn't one of those guys. So here I am thinking that its not just me its the way he is so I need to just respect that he feels he isn't ready to talk. But then I find out that he can talk, and quite readily, just not to me. It really pissed/freaked me out/annoyed/shocked/floored/hurt/devastated me. That's the one thing I begged for, for almost 14 years being together and you can just talk to her like that. The shit pisses me off. With that being said. my marriage has always been completely about him, the movies we watch, where we go, the music we listen to, the sports our kids play, the way our relationship is to each other. All on his terms.
I have decided that I am done. I am going to go to art class. I am finally ready to lose the weight I hate and just never did anything about. OK so in a moment of weakness, I ordered this stuff from RocaLabs, I am sure that you have probably heard of it. So when I got it, I didn't really take it serious. Well I have prepared a couple of doses and I will start now. YES I realize that it is not a Monday. BUT... hear me out, I really don't think it matters that much right??? better late than never huh. I want to lose at least 20lbs by the end of November. I think that it is totally doable. I have also decided to have only three DP a week. and that would be Monday thru Sunday. That's how I view my week so that's what I am sticking with.
Well TTFN. Talk to you tomorrow friend.
I have decided that I am done. I am going to go to art class. I am finally ready to lose the weight I hate and just never did anything about. OK so in a moment of weakness, I ordered this stuff from RocaLabs, I am sure that you have probably heard of it. So when I got it, I didn't really take it serious. Well I have prepared a couple of doses and I will start now. YES I realize that it is not a Monday. BUT... hear me out, I really don't think it matters that much right??? better late than never huh. I want to lose at least 20lbs by the end of November. I think that it is totally doable. I have also decided to have only three DP a week. and that would be Monday thru Sunday. That's how I view my week so that's what I am sticking with.
Well TTFN. Talk to you tomorrow friend.
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My heart breaks for you. I agree with you about doing some of the things you love. Too many times we put ourselves at the end of the list. We need to accept things as they are, not how we wish them to be. Once we have that clarity, we can start making informed decisions. I am holding you in my heart.