my wish for the new year

Today, it came up in conversation, not sure why? maybe i bring it up cause I wanna get it off my chest, these feelings of hurt and betrayal are still very much there. Maybe I'm hoping to get some sort of understanding from friends. But no, nobody really cares. Nobody cared about my feelings when it happened, and they still don't care now. And then I am reminded of how much the hurt is still inside, just right under the surface. I was told, "get over it".  Just like that.
Don't I wish I could just erase the bad memories.  I wish I didn't have nightmares about it. I would love to be over it.
Amazing, how for some people it could be that easy. I keep making the mistake to think that his friends are my friends, that they will actually care for my feelings. They don't. "Get over it" is what they say.
My wish for myself this new year: 
I will get over it. 
I will not bring it up in conversation anymore. 
I will get over it. 
I will heal from this.