My weekend experience.

It's been a week since i made an entry and I'm contemplating something. I went to play pool Friday and Saturday this weekend and I discovered I'm actually lonely. I'm a people watcher and I see a lot of people having fun and most of them obviously has someone. It's depressing since I use to get anyone I wanted when I was a teenager and now I'm like I cant get laid for the life of me. I haven't been with a woman in 2 years. 


I don't have friends where I live and I don't really care to have friends right now, but the thought of having a sexual relationship only, with someone is tempting. I don't know how to even start to look for anything. I don't want a bad reputation since I live in a small community but over where I work is a much bigger city. I'm not in my home state anymore and people here aren't the same. They're not slutty or even willing for a one night stand or even a side piece. My best bet is to find an unhappy wife where my off time is when her husband works. I haven't done that in several years and I'm sure if he finds out, he will probably kill me. 


I would like more of a physical sexual relationship without any strings attached. I don't know what to do here. Any suggestions? 

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HandwashGirl
HandwashGirl

Don’t do it <3 You need love not lust from a female since you’ve lost your mom while you were still young :( Maybe rather get a good female friend or even maybe a female pet. Please check out A Street Cat Named Bob and how he saved James Bowen, a homeless London street musician and recovering drug addict <3