My week 12/4-12/11

This week has been about change. Much needed changes. last week I threw away my drug pipe and deleted my dealrs phone number. I did give someone a ride that bougt some rock to smoke and i used. good thing is i didn't spend any money on drugs. It has been 3 days since I last use.
I will also stopped smoking. i am chewing on straw to distract my self. i is a lot to change in one week, ut I feel really positive.
 
12/10/12
it was either Saturday or Sunday that I went threw my nightstand and realize there were still condom in there. I have known for months that I really needed get rid of them, but hadn't. so this weekend I dispose of them knowing that if Nate ever found them it would have been  a huge fight. I'm glad I  threw them out because Joe stop by. I sent  him away without hesitation. I do wish I had told him not come by  ever again, I'm seriously hoping he gets the hint and doesn't show up again! 
 
I did a lot of cleaning done this weekend. I have thrown out  bags of trash.  Still have a long way to go, but at least I know I have gotten rid of a lot of trash.  even with everything I have thrown out  it still seems like things haven't gotten any better.
.I didn't get a lot of cleaning don