my week

hi i am not doing to good, i found out monday that my grandma passed away. i was very close to her. i been trying to hold back the tears while i am in front of my family. i am not sure how the funeral is going to go, i have not see some of the family in years. i am going to try to see my grandma in the casket, they are not showing her but, they will let me i have not see her in a while. sorry for my spelling, but this is so hard for me to do, she was 83 and it is so hard on me. i have to go.