MY VENT

This is going to sound like im a mean person but trust me Im not. Im trying so hard not to tell her to go. I do still love her but im in a NO WIN situation. You see if I tell her to go I am the bad person and will get blamed for the break-up If I go then Im still to blame and Ill lose the house and have to pay her. When she leaves (that will be after she finishes school) over a year away that I need to put up with this shit. When she leaves she can either 1. Get her haft of the house 2. Leave it with me( she is NOT on the loan) Both the car loans are in MY name not good either.For 11 years its been all about her I HAVE done everything she wanted to do. She does't COOK CLEAN OR DO CLOTHES . the sex isnt that good neither but that is none nowBut for some reason I still love he. Now im working on the bedroom in witch Im going to move into but only becouse I promased that I would do Ive kept almost every promase that ive made. Ive NEVER cheated (even though t the times were there) Ive came home everynight a couple of late night early mornings but always came home