My thoughts about him
I was in the little room where I get my best thoughts wondering about life. A thought came to me that I am ok I've thought for years that I must have something about me that men don't like or want. They come to my life and sometimes just leave without saying good bye or kiss my whatever! I do all the right things according to the "experts". It is just my nature to be friendly and outgoing. I almost never meet a stranger. So regarding "Mr No Fat Chicks", I'm not the one who needs to change.
In my email every day I subscribe to an inspirational newsletter. The writer is a pastor. He relates most of the sermonettes to things that have happened in his life. I am beginning to understand!!!!! Yes, I'm ready but "he" isn't. He has to realize what I could be to him and not the other way around. He seems worth my time even though he has not chosen the best words in the past. We are a lot alike in many ways. If my life mate is not him, then it has to be someone else who isn't ready for me yet.
My faith is strong and I stumble from time to time. I cry too sometimes from being lonely because I thought I wasn't good enough.
Every time my life changes, it seems to get some better. Not in all ways but something good and happy comes from what seems to be bad. Like the last time a major event happened. I broke my arm. My income was great and I had 2 jobs. That was 2009. I got let go from both because I wasn't back soon enough. Out 7 weeks so much pain. Too long, only allowed 2 weeks. I applied at a service and got the business where I work now. It was temp. The job ended and I asked if I could volunteer. The boss and others were great and I hated to leave. It worked out. Made such good friends and wonderful boss. Now I'm a regular. Not quite the income that I lost but It is a JOB!!! Great hours and I love it. Also this is where I met him. So you see, I was supposed to meet "him".
I think I am really beginning to understand those sermonettes and how they apply to my life!!!
Take care and have a wonderful day.
M.C.
In my email every day I subscribe to an inspirational newsletter. The writer is a pastor. He relates most of the sermonettes to things that have happened in his life. I am beginning to understand!!!!! Yes, I'm ready but "he" isn't. He has to realize what I could be to him and not the other way around. He seems worth my time even though he has not chosen the best words in the past. We are a lot alike in many ways. If my life mate is not him, then it has to be someone else who isn't ready for me yet.
My faith is strong and I stumble from time to time. I cry too sometimes from being lonely because I thought I wasn't good enough.
Every time my life changes, it seems to get some better. Not in all ways but something good and happy comes from what seems to be bad. Like the last time a major event happened. I broke my arm. My income was great and I had 2 jobs. That was 2009. I got let go from both because I wasn't back soon enough. Out 7 weeks so much pain. Too long, only allowed 2 weeks. I applied at a service and got the business where I work now. It was temp. The job ended and I asked if I could volunteer. The boss and others were great and I hated to leave. It worked out. Made such good friends and wonderful boss. Now I'm a regular. Not quite the income that I lost but It is a JOB!!! Great hours and I love it. Also this is where I met him. So you see, I was supposed to meet "him".
I think I am really beginning to understand those sermonettes and how they apply to my life!!!
Take care and have a wonderful day.
M.C.
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