My thoughts

Today is just like any other day, but today is it day that I'm in my thoughts. I constantly think about the days that I was happy, the days that I would wake up and just smile because I'm alive and happy. But unfortunately I'm going through a hard time, and my thoughts always get the best of me. I always think about things I've done and things I haven't done yet, and to be quite honest I know that I could be a great person and I know that I could do more with my life. But for some reason I hold myself back, sometimes I feel that I'm never good enough sometimes I feel that I will be stuck in the same position that I always am. I just want to be loved, and I also want somebody to love me. Love is the most important thing in a person's life and when you feel that you give love and you get fake love back you realize that it's a deeper pain. It's a pain that you wish you didn't feel but at the same time you need to feel it to realize that you do have a heart and a soul. I know that I'm rambling on but I need to get stuff off my chest. I have absolutely zero friends, and I wish I had friends