My thoughts

My nephew was sentenced Mon, May 24th to 12 years in prison for statatory rape with my daughter.  I thought once the court case was over, i could begin the healing, but, it is a relief the trial is over.  He plead quilty, but I feel an emptiness in my heart.  My family doesn't talk to me, because they blame my daughter for part of that improper relationship.  I don't have a relationship with my brother, sister-in-law, niece or great nephew due the improper relationship that happened between my nephew and my daughter. 
My daughter also was raped by another guy in winter of 2000-2007, that guy is still on the streets.  Hopefully he will be off the streets real soon.  Lots going on in our lives.  I am on anti depressants and i'm on disability.  I feel sad daily and want to sleep and cry.  What kinda of life is this to have to live????