My sweetie says he is worried about me...
I know I have lost some of my usual pep in my step.I don't have much physical or emotional energy.I am soooooo tired.I get frustrated and grumpy so easily. My work has been really stressful.I need the end of the semester to come.I am so glad I will have the summer off.I wish I had taken the semester off. I want to be a kinder sweeter person.I just feel so worn down... I think that last visit to the hospital a couple of weeks ago(even though nothing was wrong) really took my last bit of energy. And put me behind at work. I'm scared and feel like no one understands.
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I am right there with you...the two rounds of bronchitis drained me, my INR is low and i can feel the blood gurgling in my leg and the knee is so painful...I want the life back that I had prior to my DVT/PE. I have my 6 month scan in two weeks...it feels like this health nightmare will never ends....but we ahve got to hang in their and lean on our frinds when we are not strong enough. Lean away and I know you will feel better soon!
the fact that you want to be kinder and sweeter in the midst of pain, in the very midst of it, is kinder and sweeter than a person could possibly be who was not in pain
hmmm no one can really feel anyone else\'s particular experience, but you are dealing with an extreme scenario.
hating it! (((((beecute))))))))) ... x off these days... summer is coming, summer is coming, summer is coming, with some relief.