My Sweet Son
It has been four years since Ed left for Heaven. Sometimes I wonder how it can be? I am grateful for all the years he was with me and now I look forward to being reunited with him one day in the sweet by and by...
Eddie was one of the kindest and gentlest people I have ever known. He taught me a lot about forgiveness. He continues to teach me...
Eddie, I miss you desperately. I thank you for the dream/visits, winks and signs and I know that you are waiting for me. How brave of you to go on before me! So like you so that me, Josh & Christina won't be afraid. We know that God is waiting and of course you! I will see you again. I love you, Mom.
Heavenly Father, thank you for the gift of Ed. How I wish he was still here but I praise you for giving me the strength and the grace to endure. In Jesus name, amen.
Eddie was one of the kindest and gentlest people I have ever known. He taught me a lot about forgiveness. He continues to teach me...
Eddie, I miss you desperately. I thank you for the dream/visits, winks and signs and I know that you are waiting for me. How brave of you to go on before me! So like you so that me, Josh & Christina won't be afraid. We know that God is waiting and of course you! I will see you again. I love you, Mom.
Heavenly Father, thank you for the gift of Ed. How I wish he was still here but I praise you for giving me the strength and the grace to endure. In Jesus name, amen.
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Dearest Linda: God bless your sweet Eddie he will be waiting for you and so happy to see you. Just like my Roz. Your prayer to God is beautiful. I never looked at my loss like that. My strength and grace to endure the loss of Roz. Jesus was with me and you and all the moms everywhere. Beautiful. I know you miss your Eddie so much and at times you just want to cry. But you hold it in. As I do many times. But at times when I,am all alone aall of a sudden I just cry and cry. But we are the moms left behind and it is hard at times. Have a gental night tonight and know your Eddie is right with you. Good night sweetie lots of hugs and love for you and sweet Eddie.
Linda, very touching. The strength to arrive at that perspective says much about your faith and your healing. Yes,I thank God that I had my Seth for 22 blessed years but oh how I realize that this appreciation was born of tragedy. We love so much, what has been ripped from our lives. I hope Eddie and Seth are enjoy their 4-ever, and don\'t miss us nearly as much as we yearn for them. My heart couldn\'t bear the thought of them feeling the pain of missing us.
Linda
So beautifully said. Your faith is huge. I am so glad you have that.
A peaceful tomorrow.
Love
Laura
Linda, what a beautiful journal and tribute to Eddie. I wish I had some of that faith that you have. I am so glad that you have that much faith. Much peace and kindness being sent to you.
Nell
(((hugs)))
\"How brave of you to go on before me.\" Oh, this resonates deeply for me because I watched as my mom was shedding her earth suit how she was reaching out for my brother, her son. In a reading that I had shortly after her passing my brother, Rick, told me that he had been waiting \"to catch\" our mom. Oh, what comfort that gave me and continues to.
Your Ed will be ready and waiting and as Donna say, \"What a reunion that will be.\"
I thought about you a lot yesterday and held you in my heart where all my treasures are...
Much, much LOVE,
XO Joanie
Dearest Linda, your journal is a beautiful testament to the strengthening grace that comes from God. It is not in the \"easy\" times that faith is tested and shown to be truly \"present\"...It brings joy to my heart, to read that your being reunited with sweet Edward is now your heart\'s primary focus.
I think our hearts are like a kind of \"radar\"...having a need to \"lock onto\" something-either inside or outside of our contained selves...What a gift, when they lock onto positive things primarily! :-) With love and gratitude, Donna
Big Tight Hugs Linda. Eddie your Mom loves you so very much and always will. Keep those visits coming.
Terry
I wish I had known Ed. I know he is with Lisa and all our kids. One day we will have a huge reunion.
Big gentle hugs as you remember and cherish a phenomenal son..
Marlene
Sweet and wonderful Ed! How he blessed your life.
(((((( Linda )))))))), a very hard day, I know well. How anyone does this without God is a huge question for me. I know that Ed is in paradise and that you will be reunited. It just seems like forever but that\'s because we still have work to be done here. I\'ll hold your hand all day.
Jill
The love you have for your son Ed is so evident. There is nothing like a mothers love. I hope you have many more dreams of him that warm your heart & make you smile.
Love you
Linda, the blessing of Ed is truly a gift. I understand the peace it gives to know that our children are in heaven enjoying all the love and light. Till we get there!!!! We have to live to honor them. Hugs!!Kathy
((((( hugs)))))
EDDIE
penny