My story pain

It all start at the age of 9 years old when I started my first period I started sweating at my gornes, started to ease after time, but I remember I just turn sixteen when I noticed my first lump under my right arm pit it was red and inflamed and leaking yellow stuff, when to doctor and was given antibiotics for first time and it went way for 2 weeks and came back every time so I was back and forth to Drs then when I had my first child in 2012 I was probably digoused with hs , in 2015 I had my first operation on my right armpit which was and as been fine so far, but in 2016 november 1st I had my left armpit done with a wound vac on which came just before Christmas time but the arm since then as been infected on antibiotics again nothing seemed to work for me so this year in June I had my second operation on my left armpit which I had a skin graft done to help me out, the graft site is healing nicely but my left arm pit is coming open it's around 4cm across and 4 cm down and leaking and infected again which I'm on antibiotics again, hopefully some day I'll be feel of infection and pain and be able to go out etc, I've missed all my sense in everything going to be ok,but the disease brings you down I'm depressed I'm just fed up to say the least xxx 

Will keep you all up to date with my on goings as I'm in doctors in morning to get the arm 're dressed and packed