My sons 4 week/one month angelversary today

Well today marks 4 weeks?one month since my Lil Max made his debute into the world and sadly his last day here on earth. He is my shining star. I miss him more than anything  and would give my right arm to have him back even for a min to give him a million kisses. Hell id give my left arm too and both legs just to have one more min with him here.I just hope that he knows how much he was loved by me and his family and not a day goes by that he isnt thouht of. He was a very specail part of this family and will always be a very specail part of me.
Dear Max,
Max mommy loves you and misses you so much. You are my life and Im sorry that you couldnt be here with me. Please be good up in heaven untill I get there and dont sas your Grandma Marlene too much. She knows best. She knows EVERYTHING..even when you think shes not looking. Your mommy learned that the hard way. Give grandpa and grandma Dawson lots of hugs for me and give Grandpa Ev a big kiss on the cheek for me and tell him his peanut said hello.Be nice to Tessa dog and DONT pull her tail. She doesnt like that..trust me I know.Eat all your vegtables and get lots of excersise. Try not to cause to much trouble with your friends and dont chase to many girls. I know you are a handsome lil guy but you need to let the girls chase you instead. I love you so much Max. Please watch over me and Grandpa Bobby and all your family down here. We all love and miss you    love Mommy