my son wants no contact

Today Ifeel much better ,nothing much has changed for me but Ibelieve,today that while there is life there is hope, and so Ijust have to keep going on and hoping and praying that after xmas and the new year things will be better. For me xmas is a time of family and so I will be thinking of my family who do want contact. Making the best of this situation is the only thing to do.