My son's angel Day

I have had questions about what is happenning on July 6th.  Many may not know that July 6th, 4 years ago, my son was killed in a car accident by a drunk driver.  He was 37 at the time of his death.  He left 3 children behind, 15, 11 and 4.  He was divorced. He was my youngest son by my first marriage. He had a lot of issues but, I loved him anyway.  What I hate about this is, his life mirrored mine, in so many ways.  So what's happening July 6th.  I will be visiting my son's grave and just hanging out for a while as I have done every year since he died. I am ok so don't anyone get alarmed that may read this.  It's just that I get a little down this time of year when most people are celebrating the 4th, having cookouts, and family get togethers.