My Row of Smilies
I'm here everyday; sometimes able to comment, sometimes able to do no more than refresh the page and wish I could focus my head enough to leave a comprehensible comment.
One thing that hasn't gone unnoticed, though, is that my "How do you feel today" smilies have not moved in over three months. This isn't an oversight. This is actual. How do I feel? I feel like the last time I complained about having to check myself into hospital hasn't changed, in the least, from then. In fact, the doctors are taking me off of Tsyabri and trying to get me on to Gilenya... or however it's spelled.
I wonder... at what point do I wave the white flag? Sometimes, I feel like I aught to.
Oh, well.
One thing that hasn't gone unnoticed, though, is that my "How do you feel today" smilies have not moved in over three months. This isn't an oversight. This is actual. How do I feel? I feel like the last time I complained about having to check myself into hospital hasn't changed, in the least, from then. In fact, the doctors are taking me off of Tsyabri and trying to get me on to Gilenya... or however it's spelled.
I wonder... at what point do I wave the white flag? Sometimes, I feel like I aught to.
Oh, well.
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I hope that things will get better for you soon. The emotional struggles of having MS and not knowing when it is going to strike is unnerving at times and can make us feel like we are on a roller coaster. I am a glass half full type of person and try to think of the big and little things in life that are a blessing. It helps me to appreciate all of the little things that I didn\'t think twice about before MS. I\'m saying all of this to encourage you not to wave the white flag of surrender but to fight each day and build on the positive. Take care and keep you head up. - Cheryl