My Regrets

I regret begging and pleading with her to stay.
I regret some of the nasty things I called her when we were arguing.
I regret the boys saw me crying.
I regret beating myself up.
I regret trusting some people as my friends to find out they were not.
I regret not opening my eyes sooner.
I regret not listening to my family.
I regret sweeping under the rug her lies and believing her.
I regret pushing her to get a job which was the downfall of our marriage. 
I regret being selfish at times
I regret not communicating better what my problems were.  I so should have spoke up.