my rape
well not so long ago i got rape and i don't think i am over it really yet and i have had no support with it really and i am really struggling i don't like talking to my family members about this because i know how much it hurt them as well as me . i was meant to get counseling after this had happened but i never got it so really i have had to face this alone as well as being a self-harmer this didn't really help my situation . i am now a really bad self-harmer and am worried about what i am going to end up doing next . because i have tried a lot of things but always not succeeded but i am starting to think the next time i do something i will end up taking my life and it scares me
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Please don\'t let your abuser win by taking your life, it was NOT your fault, it was his and his alone! Get some help sweetheart, you are worth it, you have so much ahead of you, you are so young, and it will get better. I am so sorry someone made you feel so awful about yourself you feel you have to hurt yourself, but NEVER give up on YOU! make it a point to get into see a therapist, search as long as it takes until you find a good one you like, and get some of that poison out of your system, I can\'t stress enough how important I think this is for you, if you are ever to start healing from this trauma you are going to have to reach down deep and find the courage to reach out for help, YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!
My abuser never won and never will win over my life I am to strong willing to let a person that is so unworthy of my time hurt or pain