My Prayer for Today

My Prayer for Today   First of all my prayers are with the families of those who lost love ones eight years ago today. It was an awful day that we are not soon to forget. I remember the way we all came together as Americans. On that day we were not Republicans or Democrats. We were all Americans. I just wish we could come together like that these days in light of Health Care Reform. We are so divided on this subject. It makes me sick about all the hate mongers spreading vicious rumors. Please Dear God, let them come up with a solution that will be right for everyone. Next my prayer is for all my sisters that are going through such a tough time right now. My heart goes out to you. You all have helped me through the darkest time of my life, and I hope I can help you as well. No one understands what we have gone/going through with this insidious disease like we do. How if felt when we were first diagnosed. The fear that grips your heart. How it felt to tell your children. The fear every time you get your blood drawn. Please God help my sisters through this. Lastly for myself. I want to thank God for keeping me cancer free for this time. Sometimes I wonder why I was spared, when so many of my sisters were not. My life has been so difficult since Cancer. I wonder why sometimes why I was spared, just to go through the terrible things I have been going through. Losing jobs, not being able to find a job, after filling out hundreds of applications and going on dozens of interviews. I have not worked in a month and my finances are in a mess. At this point I don’t even want to try anymore for fear of more rejections. I need all of your prayers Maybe this seems trite to some of you that are going through chemo and still battling Cancer, but it is a serious concern to me. I guess this is more of a rant. Thanks for reading. Love Hugs and Prayers to all of you.Anita