my poetry and my way to heal....

I find no answers in your eyes, never knowing where I stand,
To have you for awhile is all that I demand..
I know I should walk away when I see your empty grin
Yet I play with fire and you pull me farther in.
 
You give me just enough of you to make me want to stay,
then I look into those eyes haunted with yesterdays,
I try to pull you from the darkness into the light...
but this battle is neverending and against my soul I fight.
 
You do not know my tender soul or the way my hearts been broken
Or the way I have to bite my tongue when my words remain unspoken,
Both having walls to climb, yet neither seems to go there,
I wonder will we ever even have a prayer? JoaniesLegacy*