My Pity party

So I get a call from the Drs office about blood work and of course my fasting sugar was high (not surprised) have only been taking metformin for 3 and a half weeks and only been taking 2 pills  for a week.Im guessing it takes time and this is frustrating me,because I hate pills and it took me 3 months to work up to taking it and now I just want it to work.On top of that he wants to talk about a med for my cholesterol.if its not one thing its another and I am still trying to figure out what to eat as far as the sugars go so now I have to find foods that wont jack up the cholesterol.
Im am so completely over it already....Dr says eat fruits and vegetables.Im sorry but I cant live mt life only eating fruit and veggies....Kinda boring after awhile.Its frustrating to eat because everythign that goes in my mouth is going to raise something.>...