My outing

I spent the morning at a quilt show with a friend. We sure did enjoy the gorgeous entries, chatting with other quilters and deciding on our next projects. My experience was marred by agonizing back pain with my old nemesis the spasm. I just want to be normal. I want to go out for a few hours with a friend and have harmless fun. It's not like I'm bungee jumping or sky diving which I know would be stupid given my DDD, but come on here...it was a freaking quilt show and I strolled. I didn't get fabric,or patterns or even a fatty treat like these things always have available. I wasn't even truly tempted. I don't know if I can quilt again, perhaps not for ages. Why does this have to be so hard some days? I'm on my heating pad now and it's not working. The pain is severe enough that if I didn't know what it was I'd be going straight to an ER. I'm laughing a little to myself as I think that now I do know what the pain is will I miss something serious? It could actually be possible to miss something new when I discount the severity of my pain.