My night :(

Tatum showed up late and he couldn't sit with me. He never hugged me. :(

The guest singer called people up to the front who feel like someone or something is stopping them from God. I walked up there and I was crying. I got prayed for from 3 people. My sister told my step-mom that Tatum said I love you.

I got home and I was frusterated. I watched a movie and then I went to my room and started telling my sister about everyhing that happened yesterday. I told her that I have been emotional and about me being dizzy. I ended up mentioning what my dad said to me last night when he asked me what was wrong and how I started crying.

She is on the phone and I didn't like the guy she is talking to and he asked why I hated him and I said he was just rude and he said sorry. It made me cry. I don't hate him anymore. When I was telling my sister everything I had to walk out of my room to the hallway and I started to sob. She kept asking me what was wrong and I couldn't speak. She hasn't seen me cry in a long time. I think me crying made her sad and she said she was going to try to not mess up my relationship thing with Tatum.

She told me to think about him giving me a big hug and I told her that he was going to tonight but he didn't. I started crying more.