My mothers day and a little bit of this and that

Well mothers day didnt start off all that great. I was hoping I would have gotton to sleep in but nope. The offer never came and I am sick and tired if having to fight over it. That was followed by being yelled out for suposedly putting away a measuring cup dirty. Well I didnt do that and i was really pissed. I asked him what he had hoped to acomplish by bitching at me for something. Something i didnt even do in the first place. So we started fighting about that. he gives me a we are not enemys speach and i was like then why are you bitching at me for about a stupid measuring cup? Well we went to church and ran into a co-workers of james and his wife. It was so crazy. They were doing a mothers rose ceremony and i look over and see her bawling. My heart just fell. I just knew right then and there that she had fertility issues. It seems like you can start to reconize it in people. The pain. I never even thought for a second that it was her missing her mom or anything. It was an automatic gut wrenching reconition of pain i have felt all to often. SO i went to her and sat next to her and huged her. We talked for a minute and I was spot on. They have been trying for 6 years and have had one loss. I have been carrying a poam with me for years. It talks about how I though my baby would be here by now. How i would make it laugh and sing to it. Just how my arms are waiting to hold it. I have carried this poam around for years!!! I felt compelled to give it to her. SO i wrote my favorite bible verse on the back, the one wheer God promises Hannah a baby. I jotted a note about how it brought me great peace and it was Gods promise to me. I also told her that GOd knows the desires of our hearts because he put them there. TO fulfill them and not mock us. We talked a little after church and she has not seen a RE yet and her GP is having her DH go get a SA. I sugested she go get her FSH tested. She didnt know what i was talking about so i told her. She is 36 so not super young but not super old. Im hoping I can help her. Either figure out where to start with testing or what she needs to do and what her options are.
we came home fed Ian and then Ian and I took a nap. I woke up and then got ready because we had got a sitter for tonight and were going to meet friends at my favorite resturant for dinner. On the way to the resturant my friend called and cancled at the last minute., SHe has a very strained relationship with her parents. In fact they have never ever seen her 17 month old daughter ever! She was very upset by the phone call and would have been over 2 hours late. So me and James went to dinner ourself and had a nice time. Ian got me a coffie cup and james oredered some sunglasses i have wanted. I have not got the glasses yet. Hopefully tomorrow.
Speaking of tomorrow i go in for my next Beta. Im not nearly as nervouse I was last week. Im hoping to get a u/s this week. Im having a very hard time sleeping. My mind wont turn off. Even though im tired i just toss and turn. I wake up early  and cant fall asleep at night.