My Mother's Day
I celebrated Mother's Day by getting out of dodge with my kids to visit my parents. It was a good weekend b/c not only was it Mother's Day but it was my A's 7th birthday. It was bittersweet for me. I didn't know and my mom didn't know if he would even get me anything from the kids so she got a card and flowers for me from them...they were beautiful. I have my days all the time, but it was A's birthday so I wanted to make Sunday about him. I feel he always gets jipped in some way so I wanted it to be special. We had cake at my parents and presents, and on the way back we stopped at an indoor play area for him and his brother to play in. They had a ball and I even called my stbx to see if he wanted to come and enjoy the day. I shouldn't have...but I did, for A, I did. On a sidenote I called him for directions b/c I wasn't sure of how to get there and didn't have my GPS...wouldn't you know he was on the fucking phone with her. I heard it blip and immediately hung up knowing who he was on the phone with. He makes me sick. Can't even be 20 minutes and on his son's birthday without annoying me and thinking of someone other than himself and his whore. Whatever. I didn't say much cuz I was pissed. But again, I put it aside for A. Afterwards, I took him to Toys R Us so he could pick out what HE wanted. When I got home, the stbx did get me a card and flowers from the kids and he even got one for me....you know how he signed it...Sincerely, M***. WTF...sincerely! When has he ever been sincere..what an oxymoron...(heavy on the moron). I should not complain but it was weird, "sincerely". Not love or even just his name. That bothers me for some unknown reason and I can't figure out why. I think I would have been happier if he got me nothing. I guess in my mind I wonder what he got his OW for Mother's Day...how he signed her card..IDK...I guess I am a weirdo. Well, back to A...he had a wonderful day and I feel proud that I did that for him, even tho I didn't have the money for a big friends party. I hope he understands that, and knows I am doing the best I can for him. THE END.