my monday yoga class

i hate it!  the attendance is low.  i hoping it isn't me.  i'm making up excuses, so i am not going to do it here.  i'm just so nervous having people watching me.  i have to find away to over come that fear.  i know i can be a good teacher.  i need to practice more.  i need to study more. 
i don't hate my class.  i'm just afraid i might lose it.
when i sub an early morning class, i do really well.  i get great feed back.  i'm wondering if by the time the evening comes my energy level is low.  as the day goes by i think i get bogged down by negative chatter.
i still feel like i overworry and overthink.  it sucks.