My "MOM" dumped me!

It's over,
I am the idiot for getting involved with her. I mean she's married. Since it is a long story... nevermind! Friends can ask.
So now I live with a Wife and her much healthier Husband. They cuddle again, they sleep at night together and I... got what I said I would. I thought I was able to play the platonic friend just helping an exhausted caretaker, who thought she was getting me off the street.
But this Christmas I had my digital persona locked by Microsoft.
It broke me, and I am not the same yet, now I am not me anymore. The things I did, the stuff I loved. All not for me anymore.
Can getting saved hurt?
I can't keep this digital living up. I miss people. Where did everyone go.
Not the best time to be without loved ones.

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cheesecake88
cheesecake88

Hugs Trevor, one day at a time, I try to live this way, and I am a \"work in progress\" most of the time. You are not alone! God Bless You with Love and Support!