My mind is not stopping
I have been taking the new meds for a couple of days now. I know I shouldn't be feeling any better from the prozac yet but it seems that the atarax hasn't slowed my mind down much. It has chilled me out where I am not so aggitated but my mind is still a racing mess. I can't stop thoughts from looping over and over. I have been in bed all day and all I have been able to think about today is spending money. I have thought of nothing but what I 'need' to go and buy. What I want to buy. Now I know I am broke right now and probably will be for a while since I have not been able to work for most of this week. I am going to push to go back to work tomorrow just so I can have some money to go buy some of the stuff I want and need. I am panicked because I am broke. I took the Trazadone to help me sleep last night and I did get some sleep finally but it took forever to knock me out. I have got extreme dry mouth today. I don't feel like moving today. At least I don't feel like I want to kill anybody today. My moods have jumped around quite a bit today but I have just wanted to stay in bed and not deal with people.
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