My mind

My mind is full of fear and hateA lust for blood and fears so greatSo many fears so much painAnxiety is eating my brainIt always makes me feel alone Even in a family filled homeIt makes me scared Im not goodMakes me feel misunderstood  All my mind does for me Is hold me backWont let me beThe man I know I am insideStanding tall and full of prideSmart enough to change the worldChange many lives And make the worldA better place for one and allBut I can not let myself fallFor below me is a pit Sharp spikes at the bottom of itI cant give up and just dieIf I fight than I can fly!! Let me get up and fly awayLet me be simply..OK.