My Life-Today

It's been six months since my last entry.  I have a little over a month before I make my first year at my new job. I'd been trying to get on with this company for a year and a half before. Full-time, with benefits. State job. I love my job and where I work.  But I'm back in the same boat I was in 3 years ago. That wreck where I lost my driver's license for 6 months.  This time, when I ended up in the ER, the cop gave me back all my info, but did not give me a ticket. I hit some lady from behind and had a co-worker with me. We had just left work. Feeling fine, talking and such. The lady, from what I heard later, was more concerned with me than her vehicle. And by the tiny scratch on my bumper, it could not have been bad. My vehicle is still driveable and I never heard from my insurance company.  And my Epilepsy med levels were just fine.  So what was it? My doc told me not to drive for a while. I need an EEG to find out what happened.  He talked again of me losing my license for possibly a year this time. They better test me first to make sure what it was.  And now things are changing for me at work. It's scary. It's getting late and I'm exhausted. I'll finish my story later.  I know life is not fair, but I've been in and out of the ER and the doctor's since Dec. 26, 2010. Give me a break.