MY LIFE...MAY, 2016

SINCE I REALLY HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE FOR QUITE SOME TIME, I SHOULD PROBABLY GIVE A GENERAL UPDATE ON MY LIFE. AS OF TODAY, MY LIFE IS PRETTY DECENT. I'M HAPPILY MARRIED TO MY WIFE, DANIELLE AGAIN.LOL. WE GOT DIVORCED IN 2010 AND REMARRIED THE DAY BEFORE 2012, AND IT HAS BEEN A ROCKY ROAD FOR SURE, (ALL BECAUSE OF ME, OF COURSE), BUT AS OF TODAY, WE ARE DOING PRETTY GOOD. PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY FOR THAT.  SHE IS AN INCREDIBLE STEP-MOM TO DEUCE (AGE 12 NOW) AND HIS SISTER, JAYLAH (AGE 7) AND MY SON'S MOST FAVORITE PERSON ON THIS EARTH AND HE EVEN CONSIDERS DANIELLE AS HIS REAL MOM, AKA MOM #1 INSTEAD OF #2. WE HAVE A WORKING RELATIONSHIP (ALTHOUGH AWKWARD AT TIMES) WITH MY BABY MAMA WHEREAS, WE KEEP THE DRAMA TO A MINIMUM, AND IF THERE IS ANY DRAMA, YES, YOU GUESSED IT, IT'S ALL MY FAULT...TRULY.
I PICK UP THE KIDS IN THE MORNING TO TAKE THEM TO SCHOOL AND WHEN THEIR MOM WORKS SOME OT, THEN I PICK THEM UP FROM SCHOOL. ON WEDNESDAY NIGHTS I TAKE THEM TO CHURCH, AND MY SON USUALLY STAYS WITH US ON THE WEEKENDS. THE JOKE IS THAT HE LOVES DANIELLE, BUT HE JUST LOVES ME FOR MY WI-FI, AND HE LIKES GOING TO SUNDAY SCHOOL AT OUR CHURCH(THANK YOU JESUS). MY DAUGHTER IS MORE OF A MOMMA'S GIRL AND LIKES TO STAY WITH MOM OR AT HER UNCLE'S FOR THE WEEKENDS.
MY WIFE AND I ARE IN A 2 BEDROOM APARTMENT WITH OUR PRECIOUS LITTLE WEINER DOG NAMED PRINCESS...YEP, PRINCESS. AND SHE SURE ACTS LIKE HER NAME.LOL. WE ARE BOTH ON DISIBILITY FOR MENTAL ILLNESS AND WORK PART-TIME JOBS FOR A LITTLE EXTRA CASH DURING THE MONTH. I FEEL LIKE THAT IN THE LAST WEEK, THAT WE HAVE FINALLY REACHED A STABLE PLACE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, SO I WILL DO MY VERY BEST NOT TO FUCK IT UP...AGAIN.LOL.
IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED, I'M OFTEN A COMPLETE FUCK-UP, BUT I WILL GET IN TO MORE OF THAT IN A FUTURE POST. BUT FOR NOW, THINGS ARE GOOD AND STABLE AND I AM HAPPY, AND I HOPE THAT AT THIS POINT, THAT SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY.

P.S. ON A CAUTIOUSLY HAPPY NOTE, SHE RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT SHE IS PREGNANT WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME. WE ONLY HOPE AND PRAY THAT SHE WILL BE TO CARRY TO FULL TERM AND HAVE A SUCCESSFUL DELIVERY. LAST YEAR SHE HAD A MISCARRIAGE AND WE WERE PRETTY DEVASTATED AND HEART BROKEN. WE HAVE WANTED TO HAVE A BABY TOGETHER FOR OVER 9 YEARS NOW, AND HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE THE PREGNANCY THAT FINALLY BRINGS FORTH LIFE INTO THIS WORLD.