My life has to get better than it is now
I really don't know why I don't sleep, and I do have the chronic pain in my toes from neuropathy and I am not diabetic, thank goodness. Nerves died after Buffy died. I want the toes to get better, but I would rather live with that than this depression I had and finally feel so much better, thank goodness. I do praise God for this miracle.
I don't hear back after writing my heart out to my son and now I am waiting to know if he got it, as he lives three miles from me. My goodness, what a mother I am, to keep trying, but that is what I have always done. Am I co dependent? I have a few friends, but I don't tell them much, as I feel more comfortable here to release my story. I may end up writing enough to make a book, the way I write here, my goodness. Any resources to ease this pain of abandonment is appreciated by all. I pray all are getting better. This is H on earth.
I don't hear back after writing my heart out to my son and now I am waiting to know if he got it, as he lives three miles from me. My goodness, what a mother I am, to keep trying, but that is what I have always done. Am I co dependent? I have a few friends, but I don't tell them much, as I feel more comfortable here to release my story. I may end up writing enough to make a book, the way I write here, my goodness. Any resources to ease this pain of abandonment is appreciated by all. I pray all are getting better. This is H on earth.
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How long has it been since you\'ve heard from your son?
((BIG HUGS))
I am about your age with an ES. I send you best wishes for sleep and peace. Try to let yourself think of the nice things in life and know your son just needs his independence, freedom, and space.
((((HUGS))) djc64 and 2GetUp!!!
It has been almost two years, because at the funeral for our daughter he kept himself away from us. That was almost unbearable to us as his parents and he was her brother. His wife is very controlling and the three girls weren\'t even allowed to speak to us. Shunning is a cruel act. Thanks for the questions Paws4it HUGS
I am so sorry, dj.. my heart really breaks for you. My situation is not as hurtful as your\'s but I lost my son to a controlling witch of a girl too. Another in common.. (((HUGS)))