****My Life******
Ok so i dont remeber my childhood but i was told that at 3 months old i was found in my mothers house covered with dirt and food and roaches everywhere. She told my farther that i was to much for her but yet she had had 2 other before and almost killed one of my brother while on her pills driving. Anyway my dad went to court for full rights an she never showed up for any court date. Well she poped in my life 5 or 6 times after that but only to say hi and only one of those times it was my B-day. Well by 9 years old i had started weed and cigs. By age 12 i wasdipping into to pills and ligure and at age 13 i found xanax and oxys. well between that age 19 i had tried meth didnt like it coke i loved it but didnt do it much then i found roxy and did those and xanax up until 2014 with i found probation on a 2yr sentence and a detox center. Well since i got clean off of pills and started mental health treatment i made it til now but now that im not numb i feel and see things wrong with me that i couldnt feel when i was useing. The meds im on now works great but im bout to be taking off one and scared. i have so much wrong and alot going on around that its hard to manage with meds and that i found the rite mix that works they take me off after 5yrs of being on it. i always been shot at alot ganged and robbed multiple times over the years as well and that and something else that i cant figure out yet causes my ptsd. i have like 5 more disorders but they deney me when i apply for disability
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Prayers, Dear. Drugs, or gangs won't solve your problems or remove your bad memories. I'm very sorry for your traumatic childhood. I will pray that you find true Peace.
God bless
Scotty, there are places that help you get disability. They help with the paperwork as they know what to put on it. The focus needs to be on the mental health disorders. Just need to trust that your doctor knows what he's doing, and let go of the fear. You'll get through this. Pull out your coping and calming tools. You are a survivor, and will be again. Here with you.
thanks, my doc not really saying much or anything so im planning to go to the ER soon and get checked and a few other things im needing looked at as well
Scotty, being proactive is great. I also found that very few doctors explain much, so I ask questions. Glad you are making really good decisions and taking action. Hugs.
yea i feel i have to cause its seems im going to have to, doctors at mental health here just seem like they push you faster than other and you really dont time to explain whats going on so im going to see if ine of the people at the E.R mihgt be able to listen and run what test that needs to be ran.
Good for you Scotty. Hoping it all goes well. Calming hugs.
Scotty, hunt up legal aid where the attorneys work for you pro bono. Showers of hugs.
JEANE yes he is but we dont really get along to much