My letter From Heaven

Love this idea from the discussion board so that is what I will do in my journalling now.
Dear Sweetheart,
I am very sorry to have left you, neither of us was ready for this as we discussed the day before, but the Lord had other plans and let me tell you "Heaven is mind-blowing"! 
And "D" I don't hurt anymore!  You have no idea how good it feels to feel good again.  I miss you sweetheart, but this is amazing.   And you ought to hear me sing!!!  I still love your singing but when you get here we HAVE to do a duet!  It will shock you, how good I sound!  And YES I finally quit smoking, although you really did not help that by trying to cremate me twice.
The Lord knows all about that guy that scammed you out of $1400 and I want you to be more careful!  If He has someone for you He will arrange it.  Please do not try anymore of those dating websites, they are just full of scammers.  I can't stand to see you hurt like that. 
I am so glad that you got the 4 wheeler running, but that seems like quite a price to have paid.... but forgive yourself and move on, there is a lot ,more joy ahead of you than there is behind you.
I cannot believe you actually painted a wall RED!  But I do like the new house.  Since I am no longer there to pick up after though, you really should keep it cleaner, you know how much you would like to invite people over at a moments notice.
Thank you for not selling my tools and stuff, you know that you really want to play with them now that I am not there to forbid it.  Oh and I noticed that you discovered that welder that I bought.  Too bad I never got to use it.  Go ahead and learn how and have a good time.  Maybe you could start a business making.........
I know that at times our life together was difficult, but you always knew that I loved you and I still do and always will.
There are a few things I want you to do.... go skydiving, try hanggliding, learn how to scubba dive.  Life is short please live what is left with gusto!  Do all the things that you have always wanted to do, stop procrastinating about them.  And if you really want to get your pilot's liscense because I never did-GO FOR IT!  You can do it!  I will be so proud of you, but PLEASE don't jump out of a perfectly good airplane if you are the one flying it.  If you want to skydiver always take someone else along to fly the plane!  LOL
I love you Sweetheart and I can't wait for you to get here, but only when the Lord says it is time. 
And yes the streets really are made of gold!
All my love to infinity and beyond, Alan