my life

I ended up relapsing in september of 2010. It happened slowly. I got diagnosed with double depression and bipolar, along with a generalized anxiety/personality disoreder some time last year, and was on antideppressents, mood stabilizers and sleeping pills for my insomnia. I was also on ativans for anxiety. Needless to say, with my addictive personality it didnt take me long to figure out that these pills made me feel better, how easy it became to pop a pill and relax, zone out and give into the numbness. Then in may , i broke my foot, got percocets and tylenol threes for the pain... i was gone. At one point i remember being on six different meds...laying in bed stoned out of my head.... there went my sanity. My sobriety......to be continued