My kids

I am up at 4 am because I got a phone call saying that both of my boys were arrested. I'm so tired of all of the crap they do, stupid things and then they get in trouble. I don't bail them out, I know they have to deal with it themselves, but it's so hard as a mom to have to go through it. Right now I have one at home but my other one is in the jail with charges pending. Everybody who was there say that Ben was physically assaulted by the police. His brother is going to bond him out in the morning. He just called here crying saying they beat him up more in the car. I have to take him to the ER in the morning, to have him checked out. I'm just sitting here crying and typing this because I don't know what to do with myself. It's like every thing I know goes right out the window sometimes. This is one of those times.