My journey to a fresh start
7 March 2015
A few hours ago, i had a moment of truth and admitted to myself that my lying addiction was just that, and addiction. I have made the choice to better myself and change my life and to take ful control of it as i feel as if I don't make decisions anymore and that my decisions are determined by the situation at hand and the lie that i have told. I have lost track of who i really am inside, the line has been blurred by the lies i have told.
I live my life by keeping the integrity of my lies, everyday is a battle to remember a lie and then to lie again to keep the rouse alive.
I hope that this experience will turn a new page for me as a person and to become someone that i could be proud of.
A few hours ago, i had a moment of truth and admitted to myself that my lying addiction was just that, and addiction. I have made the choice to better myself and change my life and to take ful control of it as i feel as if I don't make decisions anymore and that my decisions are determined by the situation at hand and the lie that i have told. I have lost track of who i really am inside, the line has been blurred by the lies i have told.
I live my life by keeping the integrity of my lies, everyday is a battle to remember a lie and then to lie again to keep the rouse alive.
I hope that this experience will turn a new page for me as a person and to become someone that i could be proud of.
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