my journey on ttc

Well i have been thinking of ways to stay positive with my attiutde on things. I have also been doing things to keep my mind off of it all. my hair now has red highlights in it that i did myself, kept my mind off of stuff for about 2 hrs so that helped. I figured its a new year new things are going to haven so im gonna look new too. I called in my doctor today and got my yearly scheduled for the 20th. Im hoping i get some good good news with it, something about the whole ttc. but i dont wanna get my hopes up either so staying positive.